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2011-05-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

Party Killer by David Sugar

2011-04-27T00:35:00.019+08:00

Sometimes, you drown yourself with so much work until you forgotten who you are. I wanted to be a scientist when I was young because when you dream, everything is possible.. Looking at my past blog posts I miss... my younger days so much..

I miss the days where I'll lose contact with the world every holiday in granny's house.
I miss laughing at random stupid things with my crazy cousins.
I miss making a fool of myself and not caring about what I say or do.
I miss the 1 month stays.
I miss the late night supper.
I miss the childish quarrels and arguments.
i miss the eating all day.
I miss us soaking ourselves in the pool for more than 4 hours.
I miss smuggling wasabi peas into the pool.
I miss jumping into the pool in weird positions.
I miss playing stupid games we invented.
i miss all those nicknames.
I miss the being mischievous.
I miss pestering Beal to play PS2.
I miss holiday classes and not feeling guilty.
I miss playing all day without any worries.

I haven't had such a long post for quite awhile alrdy.

Howe.

2011-04-24T02:33:00.003+08:00

Sampled Room by Mateusz Zdziebko
Vimeo's so addictive.. I'm really tired now.
It's time for bed, g'night :)

2011-04-24T02:05:00.006+08:00

Lilly Donaldson - Flying Hair by Mutant Jukebox

2011-04-24T01:32:00.011+08:00

Penelope and Coco: Oxfords Collection by David Gallardo
I want the oxfords! So pretty...

2011-04-24T00:59:00.004+08:00

Fashion Show With Google by Robbin Waldemar

2011-03-27T18:47:00.005+08:00

Let's go back soon ;)

2011-03-27T18:35:00.006+08:00

Had so much fun with them ytd :) Holidays always pass so quickly. There tons of things to update but I guess I'm just lazy.. Ohwell, what to do... I wanna travel again soon! Sadly, I won't be able to until next year. I want my shoe!!!

2011-01-09T02:59:00.007+08:00

I cannot be happier :)

2011-01-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it's better to be known as the happy one that everyone else knows you as. Because then, you wouldn't make a fuss out of everything...

2010-12-29T00:26:00.001+08:00

What the point of having holiday when i'm even busier than school days... Haha.

2010-12-10T01:03:00.004+08:00

I wanna be a green eye monster!

2010-12-10T01:01:00.002+08:00

As time passes, big dreams disappear... Goodnight :)

2010-12-10T00:25:00.002+08:00

I'm back :) Once again.. After a long long time. I kinda dislike sitting behind the computer typing about my personal life to this so called 'online dairy' and the whole online world thing. Haha. How ironic of me.. A digital media designer dislikes the digital world? Haha. Who says you must like being apart of what you do. As long as you like what you're doing, that's enough. Anyway, this space will be still be updated with random things. Holidays are coming. 2 short weeks's gonna pass real fast. Seriously, time pass so quickly nowaday. Sometimes, it's hard to stop and catch a breath.

2010-10-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

Feel like disappearing for no particular reasons..
Ohwell...

2010-09-28T23:15:00.006+08:00

Life's a bliss :) Heyho, happy kids.
I'm having a great time, life's much better now. Sanbei & K..

2010-09-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

Ice Cream face.
I'm so full right now, I puking. Haha. I need a proper retail therapy soon :) Life's a bed of roses with torns..

2010-09-22T04:20:00.004+08:00

Oh.. Before I go to bed, it's lantern festival. Enjoy!

2010-09-22T03:58:00.002+08:00

My feet is hurting..
Goodnight world! Exciting day ahead :)

2010-09-20T02:12:00.006+08:00

Sometimes when you missed that opportunity, things would never be the same again.. At times you just don't know what's going on in people's mind and you'll never seem to get it. Alright, that was just totally random. Think I watched too much shows again. Dinner was great today :) Haha. A conversation with me.

(continue..)
It takes time to really understand someone. Things like knowing their what their reactions will be like, what will their next moves be, know what they're thinking even when they don't say a thing and etc.. It really shows how much one cares and the effort put in to understanding and knowing a person.. So, when someone smiles, it doesn't mean that they are happy. You'll only know if you took time to understand them.

2010-09-18T21:57:00.004+08:00

Heaven.
I'm eating salty popcorn with chopsticks right now. Haha. Must be wondering who the hell eats popcorn with chopsticks right.. Cause it's hot from the microwave. I hate salty popcorn but trust me, this is really good! Back to watching my show.

(continued)
So... I finished the whole bag of popcorn and now my throat is irritating me..

2010-09-18T15:40:00.010+08:00

Long.
Slept for 13 hours. Feel so fresh now. It's been quite some time.. I'm gonna pack my clothes and room today. It's in a mess. Then maybe go over to Betsy's place! Ohgod, I miss her!!!

2010-09-17T23:13:00.004+08:00

The nostrils..
Like finally, SP3 is over and it's back to holidays again. It's been a really hectic week. I hope I will be able to update this space with more exciting things for this holiday. Chalet, I can't wait! I'm exhausted. Alright, I need sleep. Will be back tomorrow with a new post! Yay!!

2010-09-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously falling sick.. 3 more days to go.

ULTRA STRESS!

2010-09-12T01:42:00.006+08:00

My Valentine.
Attended a relative's wedding. It was kinda simple, not like the usual ones. I hope mine would be different and very memorable. Anyway, it's back to Sp3.. 5 more days to go! Seriously, I can't wait..

2010-09-11T17:01:00.001+08:00

What should I wearrrr???

2010-09-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

As usual, had a long day... SP days just seem so long. Feel so drained everyday. Luckily I have a bunch of crazy group members. Although there's always alot of tensions during discussions, we still managed to laugh and joke at the end of the day. Take away holidays and weekends, 5 more days to holidays. I really can't wait. So so tired. Sadly, the holiday's not as long. Because of the stupid YOG. Ohwell... I listened to 'My love' for 60 times today. I know I'm insane but it made me happy.

2010-09-08T22:36:00.001+08:00

I just wanna faint on my bed and sleep right now.

2010-09-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

Pretty face.
How I wish time can pass faster but at the same time, I hope it'll slow down too. It's just so contradicting. Tomorrow's gonna be another long day.. Anyway, Yulius is not assigned to our group but we got Adrian. Not too bad :) Haha. Alot of tension today but everything's fine now. Okay, I shall stop here. This space is gonna be filled with boring post for the next 1 week and 4 days. I hope not but it will be, most likely.

2010-09-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a day.. I think I'm falling sick. Got to go rest early. Cannot afford to fall sick. Shall do some research then go to bed. Consultation tomorrow. Please, I really want Yulius with our group. Pleaseeee...

2010-09-06T22:57:00.001+08:00

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Please please please...

2010-09-06T01:37:00.005+08:00

When you believe, somehow you will.
I hope I'll survive the next 2 weeks with flash. Once again, I feel alot of stress. Hope everything will turn out fine. Yesterday night was madness with Leanne! You can never get peace sleeping beside her. But I admit, it was fun.. Haha. Laughed and talked till about 5am. Haha. Leanne, I love you! Awww.. Anyway, today's dinner was super filling and sinful. Don't care.. As long as I'm happy! I'm dreading to go shool cause I'll have to wake up at 9am knowing that scripting awaits me :( Ohgod... Alright, stop being so negative pisces me. Come back to reality, stop dreaming. Haha. Cheer up Yiqi, I'll be here :)

2010-09-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

Lately, my mood has been up and down like a roller coaster. I feel all crazy and upside down now. It's as if i'm walking on the sky instead of the ground. What actually make you happy do you do the same things to make yourself happy?

2010-09-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

Dear diary..
Today is one of the days when I got so many things to say but when I come to this page, everything's gone. Ohwell, 'let thy words be few - Ecclesiastes 5:2'

2010-09-01T23:24:00.004+08:00

I will pull through.
Consultation was bad today. Didn't managed to consult the second time. Wht's the point of being the priority group if we can't even consult. This is just plain unfair.. Seriously, it was so obvious. PLEASE... And we have to be in school by 9am when we actually can be sleeping at home? Bullshit! Forget it. Shall not continue, it'll only make my blood boil. Anyway, today was rather brain draining. I'm going to K.O soon. I wish I may, I wish I might. Have the wish, I wish tonight.

2010-08-31T21:48:00.001+08:00

It feels weird.
I'm back to being me again. Today was fruitful, I like :) Had a wonderful time in school with my group. Need to wake up at 9 tomorrow. Ohgod.. I hope holidays will come fast! Can't wait. Haha.

2010-08-31T01:43:00.005+08:00

Please stop thinking..
Please stop smiling..
Please don't hold back..
Please let go..
Please, I want to be me again.

2010-08-30T17:27:00.011+08:00

Times like now, this is just what I need.
I can play it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and
over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again...
The smarter we are the more we suffer. It's painful.

2010-08-30T17:17:00.003+08:00

I want to escape.
First day of SP3. I'm feeling exhausted. I seriously need to sleep. Extremely resteless now..
I hate how I'm feeling. Ohwell, I'm happy that my group has made progress. Continue with discussion later. Time passes rather slowly today. I don't know why but time hasn't pass so slowly for a long long time. I kind of miss the feeling. Do people lose their appetite when they are down?

2010-08-30T00:01:00.009+08:00

It's rather random.
I think the reason why I like fashion is because anything is possible or maybe not anything is possible but there's a very wide range of possibilities. I like how 'ugly pretty' works. Like there's some kind of imperfection that makes the whole things so beautiful. Sometimes flaws can be really pretty too.. It's all about opinions, perspective, perception etc... Just like how the world is made to be. Everyone has their own thinking. They look at things differently. Affected by what influenced them, their background, culture, upbringing, people and so on.. As much as we want life to be fair, it can/will never be 100% fair. Just like nothing is ever perfect. We just have to make do with what is best for us.

How much exactly are you willing to give up?
If I could, I really would...

2010-08-29T03:04:00.002+08:00

Dreams, if I can, I would.
This holiday has been rather crazy for me.. Sadly it's coming to an end. Anyway, I swear the next one will be better. Gonna plan it properly. Sometimes I hate myself for being so fussy. I wanna learn to sew. Hopefully I can go get some fabrics next holiday. I adore prints. Hair, please grow longer so I can cut you.. Haha.

2010-08-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

My mind's kind of blank now.. Don't really know what to say. Rum & raisin please freeze now!

2010-08-24T18:40:00.003+08:00

~~Memories behind a smile.~~

2010-08-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

Went down to Sunset Grill with cousins for dinner. I tried level 30 buffalo wings. It was painful, seriously. No joke. My cousin and I share. 2 of managed to finish it. Started with level 10 myself, it was spicy but alright. The kick died down really quickly. But when i went for level 30, I was like burning. Now I know what is spicy. Really, I never wanna try it again. Really bad. But we got the certificate though.. Haha. It's stupid but fun. Frankly speaking, you go there just for an experience not for food...

2010-08-23T16:57:00.006+08:00

I'm going to say everything out in this post. Anything that you're unhappy abt this post please come straight to me. I'm not trying to scold anyone or mean anything in a bad way, just wanna say how I'm feeling right now. If I'm wrong about anything, please let me know. This is my OPINION, I might be wrong.

I think as a friends even if you're really unhappy about certain things I've done, you can tell me straight in the face rather than talk behind my back and behave like nothing has ever happened. Before understanding things from my part, you can have your own thinking but don't judge me. There's more to what you guys thought everything was like. Maybe it's just me, I thought we were friends, maybe you don't think that way. I believe I didn't do anything wrong and this is my problem. If you think I'm wrong, let me know. I'm more than happy and I would appreciate it very much. Seriously.. I don't wanna be fake and I hate it. So please.. To me, I cherish my friends because I feel that if we can be friends, it's fate. Everything happens for a reason.

2010-08-23T15:08:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's time I need to reflect on what I've done. Sincerly sorry.. Now, I know different people thinks differently. People don't understand what's happening so naturally they have their own mindset of things. I realise I use alot of feelings and intuition rather than logic. That's why I always fall into situations like that. But nvm. I learn..

2010-08-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday yy!
Celebrated yy's birthday at Chinese Garden then went to watch Step Up 3. The show was not too bad. Love the music though. Haha. SATURDAY :D Yay!!! I want to singgg.. I'm singing. Hahaha. Superman :)

2010-08-19T00:17:00.007+08:00

I wanna see my future.
I gt tricked again. This is like the 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12 times alrdy?! I seriously don't know why am I so naive. it's like I never suspect or anything at all.. Seriously. Haha. Sanbei on sat, can't wait! Sometimes, life can be really difficult but don't give up, you will pull through.

2010-08-17T17:05:00.003+08:00

Surprisingly, Magnum Gold is really good. I thought it would be really sweet and salty but no. It's really nice as a whole with the vanilla ice cream. Should really try if you havent try it. That's abt it for now. I might be blogging at night. We'll see how.. Friends always :)

2010-08-17T00:17:00.004+08:00

I always look super white with flash on photobooth. It's so annoying.. Haha. But I wanna be fair. I'm not as fair anymore :( Happy happy! Am currently at Betsy's place. Betsy is my grandma. She's the cutest and coolest grandma ever. Love you grandma! I swear I hate walking near the road during rainy days. My whole back was like wet cause of that stupid driver.. Haha. Ohwell, I'm in a good mood tdy. Yay! My hair smell superrr nice nw. Hehe. Share.

2010-08-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

I want colourful harems! Went out shopping with fen and shan tdy. Havent seen shan in edges.. Like finally, today I saw her :) I'm like drained now.. Superrrrr tired. Oh, and I hate strangers staring at me. Don't know what the hell is wrong with them. Ohwell, whatever... Sanbei this coming sat. I need to get Magnium for Bong tmr if not I'm so dead. Supposed to go over ytd then I promised tdy but.. Hehe. Tmr, confirm :D Yay!

2010-08-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

Things are slowly getting better for me.. Think it's time I move on. Went flea with Shina and the guys in the morning at Supperclub. Bought a tee. Then went down to Katib to break fast and meet up with the rest. It was fun. Talked, laughed and had nice cup cakes too. I so wanna sing! Ah bo and goldfish! Faster tell me when.. Haha. This holiday is so far the best :) Am really enjoying myself. Sunshine.

2010-08-14T03:20:00.004+08:00

Love this photo, cute!
Met yiqi and fen , like finally after so so long... Bas and weijie came along too. It was quite fun. As usual, they messed up my room. Haha. But it's okay, everything's in place nw :) Besides, what would be fun if you care abt being tidy all the time right. Haha. Anyway, just watch a Dear John, not too bad. I like the start more not so much of the ending.. Haha. I hope tmr will continue to be good. "I'll see you soon.."

2010-08-13T13:44:00.002+08:00

:) Inception was pretty awesome but I still prefer Matrix. Haha. Gonna meet up Yiqi and Fen ltr. Like finally, really missed them a lot! Sorry, ah bo and goldfish. I didn't made it for dimsum. Overslept...

2010-08-12T12:26:00.002+08:00

Slept at 5 plus ytd and i woke up like half an hour ago.. I really wanna sleep more but I can't. Nvm, I guess I'll try slping early tonight. Hahahhaha. Try.. Inception ltr :)

2010-08-11T15:55:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I just have so many things to say but when this page loads, everything seemed to just disappear. "Hello Howe's brain, what is going on up there? Why are you always like that? Sometimes even I don't understand you." My brain..

I realised I talk to myself alot. Maybe because I'm the only child ya? Maybe ya.. Hahaha! Recently, I'm alittle crazy about the yulius thing. Ya ya ya.. Must be the team Jacobs ya? They influenced me ya. Okayokay, stop that ya. It's getting irritating ya. Yulius is such a nice teacher. He look like 'Xiao Ri Ben'(little japenese). I pretty random I guess. Always jump from one topic to another. I'm just like that. I think I'm weird too but I like being weird. I wanna get red frame specs, for fun.

2010-08-11T13:38:00.003+08:00

It's time for a change.
Sometimes, I wonder how long does an average person spends looking at the mirror everyday? If i have nothing to do, I can spend about 30% of my time in front of the mirror. That's alot of time I guess. Actually you can do alot infront of the mirror besides looking at yourself. You can get to know yourself more. Hahaha! I'm serious. Okay, whatever. Nobody's gonna care about what I've just said. It's totally random and stupid. Dinner at pizzahut. Yay! Today's the first day of fasting month.

2010-08-11T13:33:00.004+08:00

There was a new girl in town,
She had it all figured out.
And I'll state something rash,
She had the most amazing smile.
I bet you didn't expect that,
But she made me change my ways.
With eyes like sunsets baby,
And legs that went on for days.

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we we're in love
Things we're better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms

She made her way to the bar
I tried to talk to her but she seemed so far
Outta my league
I had to find a way to get her next to me

Oh she's slippin away
I always freeze when I'm thinking of words to say
all the things she does
make it seem like love
if it's just a game
then i like the way that we play

2010-08-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today was fun. Haven't play badminton for quite some time. Lately, I've been very sleepy and I somehow lost my appetite. Don't know why. Haha. 3 weeks will pass really fast. I'm seriously addicted to turn it up, I've been listening to it for the whole day. Almost.. Tmr will be an even better day, I guess? I hope..

2010-08-10T14:28:00.002+08:00

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

2010-08-09T12:04:00.003+08:00

Morning laugh. Haha!
Set my alarm at 10 all the way to 10.30 ytd. As usual, I woken up shocked cause I saw my clock. It was like 11.15 or 11.20. So I rush to bathe without the heater. It was freezing cold. Then I called Shina and lucky I called her. Not a single 1 is awake. We laughed like crazy.. Seriously, I think I haven't met them for a long time. I actually forgot the tradition. HAH! It's was hilarious. Anyway, woke Ahmad up aft like don't know how many calls. Ohwell, I gotta go prepare now. Will be back with pictures! Yay!

2010-08-08T01:04:00.003+08:00

I've been so busy and sad recently. I thought holidays are here, I would be happy but I dont feel it. Sorry for the sad post and all. I hope everything would be okay soon. Thanks fen, I really miss you guys.

2010-08-08T00:08:00.003+08:00

I think I need some time to sort myself out and think what do I really want. How long? I dont know. "Hey holiday, I don't seem to feel you yet." Seriously, I dont know who to talk to right now. I feel like I belong no where.

2010-08-05T12:19:00.005+08:00

1 more day!
It's been a damn hectic week. Have been slping at crazy hours for the past few weeks and when it come to eating and my other daily activities, I need to rush it through. It's times like that which makes me forget what isit like being a normal human. How pathetic right.. It's like all you can think of is what assignments you have, what you are you going to do for your assignment. Maybe some will think that I'm exaggerating but it's really like that. Currently having a bad headache but 1 more day to go. By 4pm tmr, I'll be freee :) I'm so over with the crazy sem2.. Maybe not cause there's still studio project. Ohwell, life's like that. You just need to be used to it. Okay, I need to go bathe and all.

2010-08-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod! I must be insane. Seriously. It's 1 plus in the morning and I'm jump around to thee music. I should stop if not I won't be able to sleep. It was fun. Feel so much better now. I can't imagine what will happen if I'm not the only child. I think my younger/elder sis/bro would kill me. Come to think of it, being the only child isn't that bad. Lucky me.. Hahaha.

2010-08-02T01:21:00.006+08:00

I want to be happy too.

2010-08-01T22:40:00.006+08:00

I THINK I WANNA CHANGE SHAMPOO.
AGAIN? Maybe..

2 Years 3 Months.
It's daddy's birthday today. Went for dinner then to granny's house and just reached home.. I don't know why but I kept smelling the perfume i tried in DFS just now. Ohwell, it's nice though so I guess it's okay.. Hehe. I literally counting down to the holidays. Laughed like crazy during and after dinner (as usual). It's all your fault Bong! It was fun but I almost threw out cause I laughed too much. Oh, I made a crazy random video of myself while talking to my cousin but I'm thinking if I wanna upload it. It's toally random and stupid.
It's supposed to be a very happy day today but something's just missing...

2010-07-31T00:48:00.006+08:00

Love it!
DMS03 you're so yesterday. Haha. I'm over you but DMS04 is coming my way.. So, anyway.. Interview was successful. So I'll be working very soon. 1 more crazy week to go before sch ends. Sometimes I really find myself scary at times like this. You won't believe how long is my shopping list right now, I'm not kidding at all. Bobbie Brown nectar, MAC pretty please, Perfumes (like seriously I don't know how many bottles, I have a list), Swatch watch, Shoes (lazy to name them all), Clothes (from everywhere), Ikea boxes, I need a new pencil case too.. Okay, I should stop, if not I'll just go on and on.. I want superpowers to invade minds. Any minds.

Design is very subjective.

2010-07-29T20:42:00.008+08:00

I feel really really restless now, feel like fainting on my bed right now but I can't. DMSDMS.. Tomorrow's gonna be presentation then home then interview. Perhaps after that, I'll go over to grandma's.. It's been awhile since I went there. I bet she misses me.. Heh. 1 MORE WEEK TO GO! Great :) Chalet, I hope there'll be chalet. Please please please.

Anyway, more about today.. Had lesson at Casa Latino, a mexican restaurant. And I really meant lesson at a restaurant. How nice right? Awww.. Haha. It's our one and only lesson for taste. The food was good. Will definately go back again. The beer with tequila was really nice, smooth and a little, just a little bit of sweetness at the end. Overall, today was fun. As usual, laughed and talk with the my beloved ones. Hehe..

2010-07-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

Shina, see see I position of her tattoo.. Hehe.

2010-07-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

Tattooooooooo
I'm always going crazy at this hour. Tsktsk. This is bad. Okay, I should list down things to do for the holidays (one more week to go Jolene). So anyway,

Chalet with the close ones
Grandma's with Bongggy
IKEA, boxes & meatball!
Shopping
More to come...

Can't think now. You're so gay and you don't even like boys.. No you don't even like, no you don't even like, no you don't even like.. You're so skinny you should supersize a meal.. Lala..

2010-07-26T21:42:00.004+08:00

One more week to holiday.. I'm really sad now. Disappointed. What's wrong with me? Hate times like that, feel so lost. I think it's just me...

2010-07-26T01:34:00.002+08:00

~~http://www.formspring.me/howebrain~~
Haha. I'm bored. Okay, I need to go and sleep. Really tired now. Goodnight world!!!

2010-07-25T02:55:00.005+08:00

Triangles▲▲▲
I kinda like the simple look of this layout. Took one of the default layout and edited a little. Maybe I'll add in a picture during the holidays. I feel like smrying(smile and cry). I don't know why. Okay, I'm nuts.

2010-07-25T00:48:00.006+08:00

Life is never easy.
Haven't been blogging since 92368176498675712653817 days ago. Can't stand my blogskin. Shall make one during the holidays. Yay! Holidays please come please come and stay don't go away.. I'm gonna do 93842097420748942108 things this holiday, i guess. Haha. Hopefully...

2010-05-22T02:35:00.001+08:00

I literally feel like a zombie now. I'm not looking at the screen while typing this, my vision's like super blur right now, my mind's shutting in 3 2 1...

2010-05-21T18:02:00.006+08:00

A new friend I made in Malacca. He got this cute and cool look. Heh.
This week had been real hectic. Will be busier next week I guess. Malacca trip was great just that it was quite rush. Could have been better. Anyway, I bought things so I'm happy. As usual today, laughed my way home with the girls. Esp Shina's new name. I'm good at names. Hahahahah. Maybe people should look for me when they have a new born.. I'm such a dirty fellow. I should go bathe now. Will update soon... Leanne said next week we're going Ichiban! Yay!

Howe.

2010-04-16T01:16:00.001+08:00

Hard times.
How sad can one get? To the point where you're numb and emotionless until you feel absolutely nothing. Shocking huh, how everything can change? I know. From one end to another.

2010-04-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

Psychological Fact:
"When a person cries and the first drop of tears comes from the right eye, it's happiness. but when the first roll is from the left, it's pain." Whether or not it's true, I don't know..

2010-04-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

I can't stop thinking. There just too many questions. It's not that simple. To me, it's a huge deal. Just when I was in heaven, everything brought me to hell.

2010-04-13T13:12:00.002+08:00

I hope all's well...
Alright, am running late! Bye.

Howe.

As promised: For you.

2010-04-12T22:44:00.008+08:00

Aww... Chap! That's so sweet. But I hate the colours. I'm gonna change it back to black. Hope you won't mind. Heh. & What's up with the gei dong things. Anyway, it's not ng is ns.

Q:
Dear Aunt Agony,
Leaving her when shes sleepily sad, I feel so bad
Leaving her sleepily happy, she might just turn sad
Should I just leave her when shes sleepily mad?

A:
Dear ChapMad,
Of course not dear young lad!
For thats just bad, sad and mad of you who's not named Brad
But instead named ChapMad
And to answer your question back,
You should only leave her when she totally sleepily fab.

As you are everynight, totally sleepily fab-ulous.

- Copyright 2010 Chapman Studios.

2010-04-08T23:59:00.004+08:00

Aww... Sweet.
To Dream. To Live. To Be.
Why oh why do you keep reminding me of the time, my com? Why am I always so careless. Knocked 2 sides of my com a few minutes ago. Ohwell, what's new... Haha. Anyway, tomorrow will be having lots of fun with C. Today was funny. I like :) Cheers! I hope menstrual cramps will stay away from me please..
Oh & Happy 18th Nongs! I hope you had a great time with B.

Howe.

2010-04-06T01:47:00.002+08:00

The significants.
Love them to bits and pieces! Yq, remember 'our bus journey' and all the philosophical things we always talk about? Heh. Fen, remember the 'secret partner' thing and the little things we always share with each other. Haha. We're gonna know each other forever yea :) Friends for life.

Howe.

2010-04-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

Sugared sweetness.
The past 2 days has been great for me :) Wii-ed. Finally got to meet both my girls. Anyway, really enjoyed today. Talked, played, laugh, sing, eat and drink. I hope we'll have more outings like that... Gonna go bathe and play Sims? Heh. Tiredddddddd and satisfied. Hoho. Ladidadaadaaa!

Howe.

2010-04-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

You were all I ever wanted, C :)
I'm supposed to go bathe and prepare now. Heh. Sorry Chap! Gonna meet my girls tmr but I have yet to go find out that place. Alright, I shan't be lazy. Brain, pls remind me to do whatever I have to do ltr. As for now, where should I go? Singapore's so boring.

Howe.

2010-03-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

So thanks for making me a fighter.
HAHAHA! I'm going to be braces free soon. After 3 longgg years. Finally. I just realised not too long ago that I've actually been wearing braces for 3 years. 3 years passed so fast. Ohmygod right!? Gonna meet Fen somewhere this week, if possible. Right, got to go brush teeth and call Chap. Can't wait for chalet!

Howe.

2010-03-23T13:11:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy, I'm turning insaneeee*^$%#$@!
Today's the ultimate great day! Haven't been so happy for a longgg time.. It's really indescribable. Total awesome shit! I wish I could share it with you. Thursday please come soon!

Howe.

2010-03-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

I believe in time traveling.
Haven't been blogging for a few days. I somehow like it here, it feels like I'm disconnected from the outside world. Just B, grand and I (excluding the insignificant shit). So anyway, my shoulders are seriously killing me... Why is there such thing as stiff shoulders!? I want my shoulders to not be stiff forever. Oh man, I so wanna buy WII! A damn good invention. Kept thinking about it ever since I played it at Shawn's place. So gonna get it!
Chap, I suddenly miss you alot!

Howe.

2010-03-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

A third person's point of view.
Currently at granny's. Spent a bomb at NTUC can you believe it. Haha. It was crazy! When can i meet my girls? Haven't been sleeping well these few days. Idk why. Why am I a girl? How would it be like if I am a boy? Can't wait for tmr!

Howe.

2010-03-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

I dont know what to say but i wanna say something.
Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something Something

Howe.

2010-03-13T02:02:00.004+08:00

The past gives you a strong present and a better future.
For some today might be a good day or a bad day but for me, it is a very very special day. Yesterday has been great and fun at chap's. Haha. Mac & cheese, stinky salmon, songs, stupid talks etc... Gonna do some cleaning later in the day. For now, I'm going to beddd. Night all!

Howe.

2010-03-11T12:56:00.002+08:00

I'm weird.
Sometimes I wish I had 3 ear... BUT where will my third ear be?
After an hour of cooking, I'm eating my lunch now! Went to get my new battery yesterday with chap. Haha. OMG, MY EGG YOLK IS GONE!!! Whatever. Anyway, what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? what should I do today? Perhaps movie and badminton.

2010-03-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

Birds & Flowers, what does it symbolize?
So, thought I would stay home to rot cause I had nothing to do today but I actually ended up in the cinema with my friends watching 'Being Human'. Thought it would be a lousy show but I was surprised after watching. It wasn't too bad. Super hilarious! I swear I laughed hard. Was supposed to watch 'Alice In The Wonderland' but the good seats were more or less taken up. Snacked after movie and slack after snack. That was more or less today for me.

Howe.

2010-03-08T13:00:00.003+08:00

Long bus ride gives me headache.
2 things which I really wanna do right now. Driving and tattoo. I want something really meaningful, so I'm still thinking for tatt. Driving drivinggggg... Got to go buy the book soon. I too want to finish everything in 3 months but I doubt so... Just look at the amount of work I have when school starts. It's such a turn off.

Howe.

2010-03-08T02:09:00.003+08:00

"Fair" is just a concept.
So many things had got me wondering the world I used to know. Like certain thing which I thought was supposed to be like that isn't like that anymore, or is it? Hahaha. Some say things get clearer as you grow older. Not so true... Why is the big word for me these days. Should change my name to Jolene Why instead of Jolene Howe.

Howe.

2010-03-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

Flew kite at Punggol with Chap and friends today. The sun was scorching hot! Terrible. Now I have 2 tones which is a big NONO! Anyway, it was pretty fun. Our gay butterfly didn't manage to fly though. Haha. Cooking time...

Howe.

2010-03-06T13:06:00.005+08:00

Refreshed.
Haven't felt like this for a long time. A good start for my holiday. Hopefully i won't be late... Off I go now.

Howe.

2010-03-06T01:55:00.005+08:00

credits to bitchymode

"1001 things to do."

2010-03-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm back blogging. At last changed the skin. Holiday is finally here. SP2 wasn't that great, didn't get to present cause we were late. Hq said everything will be fine, so I guess it will. Hope so... I feel so awkward now because I havent been blogging for a long long time. Will be back with more interesting post this holiday!

Howe.